Recollection

Hi there, it has been a while since my last post isn’t it?
Everything is more or less better now, I have tried to change myself and i finally got closure to my depression. So what am I doing back here?

We have this school project thing where we have to make another blog and I managed to remember this old blog. It’s not like I forgot to write posts in here but mostly I don’t really know what to write anymore, I could probably break my status quo and just post things that I can but that’s why Twitter exists.

Anyhow, I know a few kinds of topics to talk about but we can just wait and see if I manage to make a post. If anyone still reads this, honestly thank you; I don’t really know why you found this place or still read a few things but hey, you managed to find a little part of someone’s life. Until we meet again.

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Societal

(Warning: Idiotic rantings below, if you are easily offended, dont even bother to comment.)

Before starting this blog post, let me make an update about what happened to me. First of all, I’ve been busy for the past few months with school as this is my final year; things became more hard. I became less dramatic, which is really good, but it made me think a lot about life. About the posts, I actually list a lot of ideas on what to post in this blog in my phone, it’s a bit hard to think of posts actually. An “Insanetation” post needs to be a topic, or something I emotionally bound with to talk about, something that’s clear and needs to be discussed with.

All in all, I actually improved a lot these past few months, and my situation is so-so. It’s not bad, but it’s not great either.

My goal is to never abandon this blog, trust me, i love this blog, even if some or no one reads it. I just want to have a place to put my opinions aside.

I’ll try to make a more specific update next time.

For today’s post, let’s talk about the bar. What is the bar you might ask? Some of you probably watched a pretty wonderful show named South Park and they tackled a topic about obesity and how in the hell did America sunk so low to suddenly not be bothered by this. Now that episode might’ve shown the bar to be risen up by James Cameron but something happened along the line.

Ever since June/July 2015, the gay marriage thing was approved, things changed, maybe even before 2015, but after that date a lot of things happened with the bar. SJWs, commentators, pussies (and by that I mean the weak peeps who thinks this or that shouldn’t be allowed).

What happened exactly? Well after that date, I started to notice that everyone just accepted everything. Fatshaming became Fat acceptance, gender equality more like female domination, liars liars liars, politically correctness, other shit’s been going on. The bar sunk down again, and after that date, I think it sunk so low, it could’ve went to another dimension or something far far below the ocean.

Now, probably some people might be offended by this post, but hell, my blog name has “insane” in it, where shit happens all the time. It’s a bit good that people started to accept things, but today, they accept things too much that everybody seems to be pussies and they are easily offended. Hell I’ve seen a lot of moments of someone being offended at the Internet. You know? The place where terrible people lives? I mean seriously, if you think the world is made of sunshine and rainbows where people just follow the rules and try to be so PC then honey, you’re not going to survive in this world

The Internet is one terrible place, i mean it both is and isn’t a terrible place. It exists so people like me voice out their opinions on other shitty opinions. It’s a battlefield.

People shouldn’t be easily offended, back then if you made a joke to the other gender we’ll just laugh it off. Now if you made a joke you’ll be called a sexist pig and probably “trigger” someone. Also a lot of feminists has a warped definition of “triggered” and hell even tumblr pussies use that word.

Another shitty thing that has happened are the genders. There are only 2 genders in my book, dont give me that bullshit on being a genderfluid or demigender what not. People are making shitty excuses about genders today and that is fucking bad. We teach children about genders and if you pull this bloody crap about being genderfluid or other pussy ass gender, we’ll have 126+ genders and counting and it would be hard for them to identify themselves anymore.

The societal bar have sunk so hard since the past year, and eventually, if this thing became more worse and worse. I’ll lose faith to humanity, this is unacceptable. We were once a tough species and now having this bullshit is like some macho person becoming overly obese. Gladly, most of these people only exists on the United States, and frankly, it should either stay there or people should fucking toughen up and stop being pussies.

I swear, if I saw someone acting like this in my country, i’ll punch them in the face.

Forgive the swearings.

tl;dr: stop being pussies america, everyone else in the world hates you, dont make another reason to hate you more.

Rebirth

Hey there! Yes I’m still not dead, I mostly am active on other platforms, mostly Steam.

So what happened to little ol’ me? Depression is gone since my feelings for a certain someone just wiped away after 3-4 years of not letting go, and trust me, feelings are the one thing that just fuel the ranting soul inside of me.

Life is starting to get a little better for myself, I’m actually improving and I don’t want it to stop; and that’s why I’m not letting anything let me down for now. I’ve been taught for the past few years to be brave and to let no one bring me down.

About the blog, I’ve never stopped thinking about this blog, but I just never knew what to type in. If I did write my daily thoughts, it would be rather boring as my life is a repeating cycle of eat, school, rest, sleep. That’s why I rarely post, but it doesn’t mean that I’m abandoning the ghost people still reading my thoughts from time to time!

I’ve been inspired to finally start to code, I never really knew how to code C/C++ but I know how to read or understand code of it. Maybe in the end of the year, I’ll be coding programs and finally jump start my life.

For now, I’m on lesson 1, and it’s time to start a new chapter in my life, learning and experiencing new things from now on.

So, ghost people who ARE reading this, still keep on tune for my future posts! I won’t abandon you guys.

I’ll see you guys later.

Disappointment

Hello dear ghost people (Seriously, is someone still reading this?)

Where have I been gone? Well after August 2015 my schoolwork increased dramatically leaving no space for any rants or depression things whatsoever. Speaking of which, depression will be gone for a bit now as things started to repair itself… slowly.

Why haven’t I just made another random post of nothingness? I have no idea, this is actually one of those random posts where I talk about some stuff that no one usually reads.

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Regret

It’s that time of the month again, ghost people.

I’ve been doing a lot of thinking for the past few weeks, and It’s full of regret, depression, and food. But, more specifically, the regret part. Not too much specific of course, due to privacy reasons.

Let’s go back to the past for a bit, blah blah blah I didn’t do something that made me regret 5 years of my life, It was something that makes me happy, and since April, I… lost.. it. Since then, I was plagued by pressure and regret. It was affecting my studying and grades on school too, for it’s my only source of emotional support. Continue reading

Equality

(WARNING: This post is a bit long compared to my previous blog posts and It involves stupid ranting and possibly offensive material for people out there who either supports same-sex marriage or the Christians who immediately reacts about this and rejects the idea… er immediately. If you’re quickly offended by this and planning to leave my blog ASAP. You do not belong to this blog in the first place as I post fuckshit long rants about some current events and will include some offensive material. OTHERWISE enjoy the post!)

I came back from a hard-working hell named School, and obviously, I would’ve posted in around the middle of July or somewhere in the end of the week, but this subject that I am about to discuss is too much irresistible to talk about.

Now, obviously from the title, I’m back here to talk about US’s recent same-sex marriage bill… or law, I don’t know how the fuck they’re supposed to be called.
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Ignorant

As I walk on the streets of my country, I see pregnant teens, broken families, and poor people living in the edge of a dirty lake. I’m not saying I’m a rich one though, I like to think of myself as a middle-class person. While my family is considered rich… we’re actually poor as hell for the actual rich people.

Now let’s go to the topic, I’m a bit confused on what ignorance/ignorant means, but usually It means stupidity of a person… right?

It’s a bit hard to know why people keep doing idiotic things in an obvious situation, a guy is horny enough to impregnate his Continue reading