Regret

It’s that time of the month again, ghost people.

I’ve been doing a lot of thinking for the past few weeks, and It’s full of regret, depression, and food. But, more specifically, the regret part. Not too much specific of course, due to privacy reasons.

Let’s go back to the past for a bit, blah blah blah I didn’t do something that made me regret 5 years of my life, It was something that makes me happy, and since April, I… lost.. it. Since then, I was plagued by pressure and regret. It was affecting my studying and grades on school too, for it’s my only source of emotional support. Continue reading

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Equality

(WARNING: This post is a bit long compared to my previous blog posts and It involves stupid ranting and possibly offensive material for people out there who either supports same-sex marriage or the Christians who immediately reacts about this and rejects the idea… er immediately. If you’re quickly offended by this and planning to leave my blog ASAP. You do not belong to this blog in the first place as I post fuckshit long rants about some current events and will include some offensive material. OTHERWISE enjoy the post!)

I came back from a hard-working hell named School, and obviously, I would’ve posted in around the middle of July or somewhere in the end of the week, but this subject that I am about to discuss is too much irresistible to talk about.

Now, obviously from the title, I’m back here to talk about US’s recent same-sex marriage bill… or law, I don’t know how the fuck they’re supposed to be called.
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Overdue

Oh wow! I haven’t been posting for a while huh.

I couldn’t say I’m busy, since It’s summer in my country, and pretty much once the summer for America or the other countries starts; School season starts again and I’ll probably be busy starting my year (That and learning programming languages).

I was going to post a rant/complaint about fandoms and the numerous types of haters and the hate they bring. But I forgot to post it since It was left in a draft and I’ll probably post that in the far far future. News update about my blog posts; Since It’s a personal blog, my post schedule will be random. So hopefully, once in a while, if someone checks out this blog, they’ll find some new rant or complaint that I did and will probably entertained by it, or mentally confused because of my idiocy.

Okay. So all of you readers and followers. Please don’t leave this blog in the shadows… yet. More post and contents will come!

Beginner

I played a TF2 server earlier; I was a Pyro, and an Engineer, mostly Scout too.

In every server, there’s always that guy that complains like a fuckboy (wait i think i see an irony). He was pretty annoying as fuck, I felt like doing one of Johnny Cage’s move where he’ll punch someone’s nuts and be smug about it. People are annoyed on shits like noobs. To be honest, I’m a 55% of a noob myself, but those lil’ shits complains that noobs are bad players and shouldn’t even fucking play in that server.

Everyone was a noob in one point of their life, and everyday, even more noobs are coming to whatever game you can think of. It’s a never ending cycle.

Is there a stop on this epidemic? No.

Is there a solution about it? Well maybe.

Spawnkilling is a good choice too.

Many

It’s.. uh, 12:32 AM here. And I’m compiling shitloads of panda stuff, I don’t even understand why I’m doing this.

Oh yeah, NoEnd thing.

I’ve been in-development for the past few days (either that or watching VanossGaming) and honestly, if i had to pick Python and C++. I would rather pick C++. It kinda looks more cleaner, even though Python was the one that’s suppose to do that. What am i even doing, why am i compiling this bullcrap

Oh yeah, NoEnd thing.

I just had a deja vu moment.

Future

Ham, dam, lam, tam, bam, goddam.

For some reason, Goddam is acceptable on firefox. Either that or I added it to the Dictionary. Still makes me laugh that firefox is not accepted.

I have a question, for anyone who’s viewing this forsaken blog that-i-just-started-3-days-ago-maybe.
Have you got a goal in Life?

A little life-story from your rude pal ShadowStar: When I haven’t realized whatever i was supposed to do in this world, I was freaking lazy as hell, I don’t know what to do, my grades are average, but they’re slowly falling to hell. Why would i do some shit? I don’t even know what the future lies for me.
It’s sort of a nonsense phase. I don’t know what i was thinking back then. Hell, I might even punch my past self for thinking like that.

I started to realize what I can do, I’m a goddamn aspiring programmer. I finally had a goal that i can chase and accomplish. I improved after realizing that obvious thing.

The story hasn’t end… well, yet. Currently it sits on the part where “ShadowStar’s sitting on a chair, writing stupid shit for his blog”

Enough of this shit. All of you readers. Die in hell, and we’ll see you guys later.

Life

Everyday is a new sunrise.

Yeah, the Sun will rise up everyday and will burn the fuck out of our skins. Welp, depending on where you live anyway.

I live in the far far far East of the world (Hopefully no motherfucker will say WHERE EXACTLY in a comment) and the weather news here? Well It ain’t worse as Death Valley, but it ain’t better than it too. Now, I’m not saying that you can cook eggs in the ground, salted, flipped, and served Sunny side-up. Lets just say It’ll turn a white shit into 20% tan, and 80% cooked nigga lobster.

My country has 99 problems, and trust me, It’s still counting. Thievery, prostitution, kidnapping, people killing themselves because that one lil’ shit sang a song with some random tune that’s so hard to hear in the ear.

Shitloads of things that happens man, and I’m just sitting here, watching VanossGaming, eating some chips, surfing the damn internet because of a deleted pr0n video.

Life is flashing before my eyes man, and I don’t know what to do about it.